took mc on sat..went to doc..doc said i have tension headache..which is caused by stress..ask mi to relax and de-stress..i wanna de-stress too..but tat will wait till july..after attachment..i'm goin for urban get-away to SABAH! hahahs..i've been given the green light to go by my parents already..now onli waiting for mx's parents to allow us to go together den i'll be able to go le..muahahas! >.<

I SIMPLY HATE MARKUS A BOHUR! DAMN HIM! stupid ass holes! received a damn shocking news on sat..which is last sat..was both surprise and pissed off at the new schedule planning..damn it sia!! hiax..to my astonishment,mx changed to cake shop after being in bqt for a short period of 1 mth..nurain changed to chocolate after being in production for a short 1 mtn too..qing wen went to production and the unspeakable went to bqt..hiax..i'm the onli one who was not changed at all..unable to take the blow at tat moment i went inside the chiller and broke down..hiax..ka roshini knew wat happen and she came in straight after me..hiax..kept crying and crying and crying..hiax..mx and the rest came in shortly..lend mi their shoulder hiax..i gotta pull myself up gradually..not so fast..not so soon..but gradually..i guess..hiax..wat in the world is happening?life is hard for all of us..i really wanna noe why..can someone gif mi an answer pls?hiax..been doin the same old stuff daily..learning nth much..i wanna learn stuff i've nv learn before! who can teach mi? i wanna realise my drem as a pastry chef..i wanna learn sugar! there are juz so many things i wanna learn..hiax..but...no chance for mi to learn..boo hoos..been spending my past few nights reading my harry potter again..hahas..and smsing soon chi and kenneth..hahas..friends from work..really good frien too..hahahs..kept mi company throughout the whole night..onli went to bed at 2 plus..hahas..tml is finally my off day..weeeeeeeeeee..........i'm gonna slp slp slp..hahahs..but kenneth want to meet mi out..hahahs..think he should go to the optician hahas..XD i'm so lookin forward to the arrival of friday! hahas..finally i'll be able to go out wif MX hahas..wees...go out go out go out! ahahs..sing k sing k sing k hahahs..been resisting my urge to sing for a long long time liao le lorx..hahahs..finally fri is the day..den movie after k..hahash..water horse here i coooommmeee! hahahs.. >.<>.< i sound so mushy.. XD

boos! finally it's off day for mi! i'm starting to treasure my off day now tat i'm in the line..i hate workin at the line..everyone can see tat when they're not blind at all..hahahs..had a chat wif nurain on msn on tuesday night hahahs..miss my gals..they're theones who made mi laugh and make mi smile when i'm really down at work..hahahs..i really love u gals alot..a tributte to them now.."to mx my gal..thanks for being my listenin ear whenever i needed u..i'm sry i've hurt u at times..u're always there for mi when i needed u..thanks alot..i hope we'llbe best frien forever =]=] to nurain my big sister..thanks for being my listening ear as well..thanks for tellin mi the diff between the right and the wrong..and thanks for being there for mi1 =]..hahas..to qing wen..though we seldom talk but thanks for being there for mi =]" i love u gals alot..without u gals i guess my days at shang would be gloomy..hahahs..loves!!..back to business..i wonder when tat stoopid markus a bohur will change mi back into kitchen and work..stoopid ass hole..blehx..hahahs..kitchen kitchen..hahahs..line is plain boring to mi sia..hahas..waste of my time and my talent when i can be doin other stuff..hahahs..hope my birthday wishes will come true..hahahs..because cannot tahan liao le..at the line always kena from ah hao ah tat and ah keong they all shoot..intro mi to guys..siao..hahahs..but at least i'm smiling hahahs..i don like to be sad nor angry! i juz wanna be the old happy mi..hahhas..blehx!!! boyfrien boyfrien..wher are u??hahahs..>.<>